Finally flat and able to get my finances back in order. I tried the âclose all positionsâ feature of Interactive Brokers and I've to say it worked like a charm in a real live trading account. I got filled on all trades at the limit price (obviously on the bid for the positions I was long, on the ask for the positions I had to buy back). My final account balance was 250705 (+107k that are excluded from this calculation that I've had to deposit to cover the margin today), the S&P performance of the same funds would have resulted in 227920 (including dividends on commissions on both ends). I pretty much failed on all my trading goals and took quite a hit in my trading confidence. I did however manage to preserve my capital, so that's about the only good thing about this experience (Q1/Q2/Q3 â 2011). I'll obviously get started again, I'm itching to get back into the market, but I'll take at least a couple of days off looking at the S&P right now. I also went through a technology refresh (switched my Dell laptop for an Apple, upgraded my trading backtesting server, operating systems and execution environment) and will take more and more advantage of cloud technologies where ever it makes sense.
As far as this journal goes, consider this my âgoing off the gridâ post. I'm not sure what I was looking for but I'm positive I didn't find it. The same is true for my blog (theclosetgambler.com). I'm sure it was somehow related to bragging rights (a couple of month ago I've had a decent return and nice smooth equity curve, so back then it was âlook how great I'm doingâ), then probably some basic sanity checks (does it really make sense to take 100k of my home equity line to make sure I can cover my margin requirement), overall I don't think it really helped my trading results. Thanks a ton to the folks contributing (jedwards, dgunz, mike805,etile), I really appreciated your input, there's not a lot of sanity in this community, so being able to bounce some ideas off people is always very valuable. I'll continue to responsd to questions or messages but I won't post P&L, strategy performance or other content in my journal or in my blog.
I'm still advancing towards my goal to trade for a living, set backs like these are a necessary evil I suppose and compared to my 401k fund manager I kicked butt. I'll continue my quest and 250k seems like a great starting balance for my next iteration, however after talking to several others who do this for a living I'll be less focused on beating the
S&P 500 benchmark index and will be more focused on other goals that I completely missed in this attempt.
There are several journals I follow but one I've loved for many years was neke's
http://www.elitetrader.com/vb/showthread.php?s=&threadid=213286 . Dude, I know you're in a slump as well, I have no good advise for you (your thread has enough of that
), but good luck going forward.
The same goes out to the larger trading community. This is the best game in the world, good luck beating it, I'm sure our trades will cross paths from time to time.
Final Performance: 3815
Final S&P 500 Performance: -20934
Final Saving Account Performance: 1447
As far as this journal goes, consider this my âgoing off the gridâ post. I'm not sure what I was looking for but I'm positive I didn't find it. The same is true for my blog (theclosetgambler.com). I'm sure it was somehow related to bragging rights (a couple of month ago I've had a decent return and nice smooth equity curve, so back then it was âlook how great I'm doingâ), then probably some basic sanity checks (does it really make sense to take 100k of my home equity line to make sure I can cover my margin requirement), overall I don't think it really helped my trading results. Thanks a ton to the folks contributing (jedwards, dgunz, mike805,etile), I really appreciated your input, there's not a lot of sanity in this community, so being able to bounce some ideas off people is always very valuable. I'll continue to responsd to questions or messages but I won't post P&L, strategy performance or other content in my journal or in my blog.
I'm still advancing towards my goal to trade for a living, set backs like these are a necessary evil I suppose and compared to my 401k fund manager I kicked butt. I'll continue my quest and 250k seems like a great starting balance for my next iteration, however after talking to several others who do this for a living I'll be less focused on beating the
S&P 500 benchmark index and will be more focused on other goals that I completely missed in this attempt.
There are several journals I follow but one I've loved for many years was neke's
http://www.elitetrader.com/vb/showthread.php?s=&threadid=213286 . Dude, I know you're in a slump as well, I have no good advise for you (your thread has enough of that
), but good luck going forward.The same goes out to the larger trading community. This is the best game in the world, good luck beating it, I'm sure our trades will cross paths from time to time.
Final Performance: 3815
Final S&P 500 Performance: -20934
Final Saving Account Performance: 1447