The issue is that i can't even take you serious because it is so obvious that you are a looser. It is written all over your posts and i haven't even met you in person........imagine how much of a looser you are in person. You know that you are not a profitable trader, my advice is get a real job maybe go back to college since if you spending yrs in this business and are at this level, you just don't have what it takes.
Your story is absolutely bogus and if you did make that screw up then you have no skill at all. Tell me its your first year trading and i will forgive u but don't say you are a profitable trader making those mistakes. Its like a top level chess player bringing his queen out way to soon..........very amatuerish!!!