My only problem is that while I am sure markets will always be there for me in 20+ years from today, I won't be the same as I won't have the same energy and motivation . Basically I fear I grow apart from the market for a few years and lose the things I've gain over this past 5 years. That's my concern atm.
The time frame I had in mind wasn't 20 yrs, it was more along the lines of...
- get a job now, work hard, save some money, make some contacts, build a good credit history (v. important and much harder to do when you're self-employed).
- in two, three, or five years assess your situation. Are you doing well at work? Do you like it? Is a promotion in the cards? Considering grad school? Are you married? Do you have others to support?
- based on your assessment, you might decide to strike out on your own or you might decide you need to stick with a corp job for a while longer while you build your capital base.
Couple more comments:
- If you really have a passion for trading, it won't go away.
- Once you have a corp job, you could stay connected to the markets in the evening hours. There are overnight markets in FX and numerous futures contracts, you could research and place orders for the next day, and so on. Obviously, you don't want these activities to influence your 'real' job performance and you may be prohibited from certain types of transactions, but the main points are 1) your previous trading education needn't go to waste and 2) if you become a full time independent trader some day, you're going to have to adapt to changing markets (or time frames or products) ... get used to that now.
And finally:
Independent trading can be better than almost any corporate job when it's going well, but it can be awful, isolating and depressing when it isn't. If you don't yet have the capital and experience to make a decent living, and you just scrape by, you're not going to be the happiest of campers when you see your friends getting promotions, taking nice vacations and you're sitting at home staring at a screen. And last but not least (because it's all about the chicas), you're not going to be very attractive marriage material either!
Choose wisely...