Quote from jaronimo:
Don't quit your day job. You are not ready to trade full time yet. You may never be ready.
I am sure you already realize that you cannot even think about trading full time until you get your trading under control.
Why are you over trading on margin? In a hurry?
Why are you not cutting losers? Do you like losing, or were you praying for a turnaround? Prayer does not help in the markets.
Revenge trading? Who are you trying to get revenge on? Yourself?
Why are you trading against the trend? thats an advanced technique and you are still a beginner. Go for the easy money that lies with the trend.
Actually, I was doing all the above. After a successful, I found myself getting into over trading which led to where we are now.
So in essence, it comes down to money management and probably a flaw in my pschye - not able to handle big losses.
I hope I've learned some things through this and I'm starting to think alot of things through....
- whether my current job is right for me, i think i need to find something more meaningful
- money isn't everything - although i've lost more than a brand new car or deposit for a condo (vancouver is expensive), my life hasn't really changed much other than getting so emotionally tied to money. if i can get away from this, which I think i'm starting to get a grasp of, i believe i can be very successful in trading
- i didn't realize how much i took for granted the presence of my family / gf / friends....without them, trading would be nothing...
still, if i can be successful at trading, i believe i will have more time to do things that are more meaningful (ex. spend time with family/friends, volunteer, etc)
a bit of a rant
thanks for all the comments