My first days..
So, in a previous post I explained how I decided to try day trading. Why did I choose Forex? I chose Forex because of its high leverage primarily. The only way to grow capital quickly is to use leverage, so that's why Forex. But also Forex was conceptually clear to me. It's a macroeconomic variable, and I have an advanced training in macro-economics, I understand in theory what determines currency exchange rates in the long and short-term. On the other hand, the price of stocks depends on a host of macro and company specific factors, and day trading stocks that I have no idea about seemed to be a stupid idea to me. I believe trading stocks is much more complicated conceptually and practically than trading forex for a beginner. Having said that I do plan to trade stocks when I have more capital (at least $300K). And in the future once I accumulate a few millions, I plan to transition to investing, as it is a more socially respectable activity.
I researched online brokers for a while and found out about TradeKing. I opened a demo account with them and started demo trading. I had notional equity of $50K which I leveraged to $2M. On the second day of trading I won $5K! I was pretty excited! I had never before in my life won $5K in one day! Also that day I got a call from a TradeKing sales guy. He explained to me that demo-trading is a waste of time since it never feels like the real trading. He said I should open a small live account since only with a live trading I can learn how to trade. I was skeptical at first and thought that he was just trying to get money out of me (he was a sales guy after all) but then I researched some online forums like Trade2Win and EliteTrader and found that his statements were confirmed by opinions of many wise traders.
Therefore, I deposited $2K and started trading on April 29. The first day I won $455! EUR kept going up and up, and I kept buying low-selling high. It was so unbelievable! To make 20% return in one day! I felt like a trade king. I shall forever remember that day.
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In the evening of the same day I quickly deposited $8K to my account bringing my total deposits to $10K and the next day I won $2K.
Needless to say I was elated. I made plans to become a millionaire by the end of the year. I believed that it was a manifestation of my destiny. I did not know that it was not destiny but some random luck. At that time EUR.USD was rising consistently for a few days and I just happened to start my trading in this trend. The funny thing is that I did not even know there was a trend because I never looked at daily charts. I did not even look at hourly charts. I was trading off 1-minute charts. Just buying low selling high.
The next day, May 3, EUR.USD reversed its course while I was holding a long position. I held my position for hours hoping that it would get back up but it just kept going lower and lower. I could not understand what was happening. It was so painful. When I finally closed my position at the end of they day I lost more than $2K.
I was devastated and angry. I withdrew my deposit and closed my account with TradeKing.