Quote from bearmountain:
Just saw your reply. So did you show up at your initiation to TM with flowers, fruit and a handkerchief?
If you think appropriate could you please share the actual meditation technique? Even after an hour of persistence googling I am not sure I fully understand the technique, is it just a matter of repeating the given mantra for 20 minutes or is there more?
Thanks
I bought into the TM cult as an anxiety-ridden teenager.
The cost was ~600$ (20 years ago).
After the 4 session sales pitch, I brought my fruit and handkerchief (they provided the bouquet).
My mantra was "Om". Never bothered to look it up. I believe it's a Hindi god.
The process itself was structured:
~5 mins of stretching
~2-3 mins of mindful relaxation (sitting quietly, with eyes closed)
~20 mins of mantra reptition, quietly, in my head
~5 mins of cessation, relaxation with eyes closed
Did that everyday for a couple years.
It's alright. Nothing remarkable. It didn't do much for anxiety.
Although it did calm me down from a pretty wild hallucinogenic trip, if I recall.
TM is a pure cult and scam. Buy a book and learn how to do it for 20 bucks. There is no "secret sauce". TM is vanilla wrapped up as secret sauce.
As I progressed, the friendly people at TM wanted to sell me all sorts of books, gizmos and courses that would accelerate my spiritual walk on the path to enlightenment. While I was turned down for a chance to learn "Yogic flying" (google that; some weird shit) on the account I was too young or immature (can't remember), I did put down 800$ for a 3-day weekend retreat to some crusty old lodge with 30 other desperate souls looking for answers in the maharishi. The "group leaders" were nothing short of authoritarian in the way they interacted with pledges. During one of our theory sessions (which actually double as a long-winded sales pitch into an even longer retreat or "course"), any sort of skepticism was quickly shot down and the questioner singled out for bullying infront of the group. At meal time (our only time to converse with the other marks), most of us uttered only quiet reverences to the maharishi over our bowls of lukewarm chickpea soup, hoping to avoid the ire of the leaders who paced the floor, like a pack of wolves tending to their sheep.
It's actually hilarious. I'm laughing my ass off, writing this. TM is pathetic. It's a cult devoted to suckering-in and bullying desperate people for money. That's my opinion, of course. But it's pretty fucking obvious LOL
I'm a Type A personality. Mindful relaxation doesn't work for me. I can't do it.
I did have some great success with deep breathing. There's a decent guy I can point you to, if interested. Problem is, deep breathing requires an unobstructed nasal pathway. Mine is perpetually blocked from unknown allergies. But when it did work, the results were profound. A good workbook/CD set for deepbreathing might cost 50-100$. Well worth it, imo.