those who can, trade.
those who can't, troll around in chat rooms and spew their misspelled bullshit.
i check your progress each day Instynct, I think you're doing great.
with regard to the question about what percent you're up this year, I think a more informative list of statistics would be to provide things like information ratio, average win, standard deviation of PnL, max drawdown, etc.
btw: john paulson is down like 40% this year. the S&P is down around 4% this year (which, funny, paulson essentially bought S&P500 futures and sat tight for the year). you're up 130% (or roughly 13% without leverage). there's no paper in the market either; the fact that you haven't gotten your face ripped off is credit to your risk management skills.
that's enough fluffin' your balls for today, carry on. and turn your size up, will ya?