Just before I jump into bed I wanted to share this.
I have been doing some great backtesting tonight with the 5 minute trend lines and how those might provide great opportunities.
At the same time, I have been going through my journal and am astonished. Back in early August, I had traders like toucan and bh_prop point out things to me that went right over my head at the time. I had NoDoji a few weeks later outlining her 5 minute setup for the first time in my journal (perhaps she even said it before, I haven't gone back far enough), but this too went over my head. And would you know, she brings it up again, and possibly a third time, I lost count, and it still didn't sink in.
I am sitting here shaking my head at how much help I was being given that I guess I just wasn't yet ready for.
I feel like a little kid who needs to be told something at least a dozen times until I start to listen. I guess in a way, learning to trade is essentially starting to do something totally new and different, hence I am at the 5 year old level where you just hate to listen because you're determined to fight and do it your own way, unaware of the dangers. If it wasn't for parents that relentlessly keep steering their child in the right direction, no matter how many times they have to say it over and over again, we wouldn't grow up as well as most of us do.
So a big thank-you to everyone who has been following along and helping.
I thought weeks ago that I was seeing things so clearly, and yet I was still on the downward trajectory. I dare not announce now that I have turned things around. But let me tell you, looking at my trades from August and September, all I see now are the dumbest entries, all based on emotions, countless trades and exits for no reason, and the huge missed opportunities because a trade wasn't entered where it should have been.
I have been doing some great backtesting tonight with the 5 minute trend lines and how those might provide great opportunities.
At the same time, I have been going through my journal and am astonished. Back in early August, I had traders like toucan and bh_prop point out things to me that went right over my head at the time. I had NoDoji a few weeks later outlining her 5 minute setup for the first time in my journal (perhaps she even said it before, I haven't gone back far enough), but this too went over my head. And would you know, she brings it up again, and possibly a third time, I lost count, and it still didn't sink in.
I am sitting here shaking my head at how much help I was being given that I guess I just wasn't yet ready for.
I feel like a little kid who needs to be told something at least a dozen times until I start to listen. I guess in a way, learning to trade is essentially starting to do something totally new and different, hence I am at the 5 year old level where you just hate to listen because you're determined to fight and do it your own way, unaware of the dangers. If it wasn't for parents that relentlessly keep steering their child in the right direction, no matter how many times they have to say it over and over again, we wouldn't grow up as well as most of us do.
So a big thank-you to everyone who has been following along and helping.
I thought weeks ago that I was seeing things so clearly, and yet I was still on the downward trajectory. I dare not announce now that I have turned things around. But let me tell you, looking at my trades from August and September, all I see now are the dumbest entries, all based on emotions, countless trades and exits for no reason, and the huge missed opportunities because a trade wasn't entered where it should have been.

