A - Strongly considered a short here. One voice is telling me that we aren't exactly at an extreme, while the other voice is telling me that 4080 might not be tested again and getting in on the ride down to 54 is a huge win. Well, the trade is gone before I can make up my mind.
What I have also come to learn is this. Chasing, which I have done, I usually do after multiple thoughts of wanting to, many seconds apart. So by the time I have gotten into a trade, it is sooooo far gone. But I think that if I was nimble and able to react instantly, chasing might just be getting into the move. Even if I get in 2 points away from where the ideal entry would have been, a good move is always at least 10 points, so the profit is still there. Its when it takes me 10 points to figure out that I should get into the move that causes me to get in at a less than ideal time.
B - Anyway, so I watch this drop past this recent swing low here, and no problem for the down move.
See, this is where my brain is of no use. I first miss the good entry at A. Then I see this swing low at B I want to clear first. Once this is clear, then I think darn, we are even further away from the initial entry and with each point further away when price is moving quick, the chances for the end of the move are that much great. So even as price continues down, I think of reasons to not get in, until, finally, 10 points later, I want to be in so bad that I enter.... at the end of the move!
C - So I finally get in on the short here, just below the RET, and also well below that other swing low I've brought forward, but sadly, because of a slight thrust up, I start sliding my targets and I'm out for 1 tick profit.
D - I see price going through each level, and because I didn't know exactly which I would rely on more, I'm not quite sure what to do. We end up going 2 points below the red line, which is really that more prominent swing low on the daily chart I've been talking about. Even on the 15 sec chart I could see there was not a continuation so no way to really get into a trade.
But as price comes back up, all these level make me not know where to get into the long.
E - I finally get into a long here, having just slightly cleared the previous swing high above C, but once again, I'm scared of price turning on me so I'm out for just 1 point profit. I'm also feeling bad for getting nothing on the way down, and of course I know that the long trade really started much further down below.
SUMMARY
Today really was quite a good day. We have 20 point moves, and price reacting to levels. The problem is me. Genetically, I think you have to be born a trader. Maybe the skills are learned early in life, but either way, my natural instinct is so far from what is necessary that this really is a constant uphill battle.
Today should have been a $400 dollar day. 10 points on the way down should have been easy and 10 points back up was without question possible.
Well... looks like I end at -$1.
Actually, that's a lie. I took one more scalp as you can see on the chart. Price went against me instantly about $30 so I continue with the sliding of targets and I'm out for one tick profit, hence $1 profit, so I end my day at $0.
I do think that we will make it down to test 54 again, or perhaps the new low at 52.50, but this could take all day, and I think my nerves are used up.
A TANGENT
Just before I go, there is one thought that popped into my head. I have a sense of what other traders are doing based on their journals, and I understand the technique that Db teaches, but this still doesn't get close to showing me how someone trades, or rather, how a good trader should trade, logistically.
Here is what I mean. Its one thing for a person to tell you that in order to get a woman's number, you just have to talk to her, find out what she likes to do, and maybe suggest that the two of you get together again to talk further or partake in some activity. You might even learn specific lines you could use. But the execution of all this would still be a huge mystery, and lets face it, it isn't so much what you say that matters, but entirely on how you say it, both with words and body language.
Likewise, I see that I'm not quite sure how I should be acting when I'm trading. I'm not exactly sure how far in advance of a trade I should put it on. I'm not sure how to react when I see price thrust up or down. I know in my job how I need to act throughout the day, and I know how to speak when dealing with a customer versus talking with co-workers over a lunch break. But when it comes to trading, I wish I could see how an excellent trader carries himself. Having someone sitting beside you, a mentor, would be most invaluable. Because my problems are clearly psychological, it would be nice to have someone to talk me through it. But this being a single player sport... I guess I gotta learn to rely on just myself!
What I have also come to learn is this. Chasing, which I have done, I usually do after multiple thoughts of wanting to, many seconds apart. So by the time I have gotten into a trade, it is sooooo far gone. But I think that if I was nimble and able to react instantly, chasing might just be getting into the move. Even if I get in 2 points away from where the ideal entry would have been, a good move is always at least 10 points, so the profit is still there. Its when it takes me 10 points to figure out that I should get into the move that causes me to get in at a less than ideal time.
B - Anyway, so I watch this drop past this recent swing low here, and no problem for the down move.
See, this is where my brain is of no use. I first miss the good entry at A. Then I see this swing low at B I want to clear first. Once this is clear, then I think darn, we are even further away from the initial entry and with each point further away when price is moving quick, the chances for the end of the move are that much great. So even as price continues down, I think of reasons to not get in, until, finally, 10 points later, I want to be in so bad that I enter.... at the end of the move!
C - So I finally get in on the short here, just below the RET, and also well below that other swing low I've brought forward, but sadly, because of a slight thrust up, I start sliding my targets and I'm out for 1 tick profit.
D - I see price going through each level, and because I didn't know exactly which I would rely on more, I'm not quite sure what to do. We end up going 2 points below the red line, which is really that more prominent swing low on the daily chart I've been talking about. Even on the 15 sec chart I could see there was not a continuation so no way to really get into a trade.
But as price comes back up, all these level make me not know where to get into the long.
E - I finally get into a long here, having just slightly cleared the previous swing high above C, but once again, I'm scared of price turning on me so I'm out for just 1 point profit. I'm also feeling bad for getting nothing on the way down, and of course I know that the long trade really started much further down below.
SUMMARY
Today really was quite a good day. We have 20 point moves, and price reacting to levels. The problem is me. Genetically, I think you have to be born a trader. Maybe the skills are learned early in life, but either way, my natural instinct is so far from what is necessary that this really is a constant uphill battle.
Today should have been a $400 dollar day. 10 points on the way down should have been easy and 10 points back up was without question possible.
Well... looks like I end at -$1.
Actually, that's a lie. I took one more scalp as you can see on the chart. Price went against me instantly about $30 so I continue with the sliding of targets and I'm out for one tick profit, hence $1 profit, so I end my day at $0.
I do think that we will make it down to test 54 again, or perhaps the new low at 52.50, but this could take all day, and I think my nerves are used up.
A TANGENT
Just before I go, there is one thought that popped into my head. I have a sense of what other traders are doing based on their journals, and I understand the technique that Db teaches, but this still doesn't get close to showing me how someone trades, or rather, how a good trader should trade, logistically.
Here is what I mean. Its one thing for a person to tell you that in order to get a woman's number, you just have to talk to her, find out what she likes to do, and maybe suggest that the two of you get together again to talk further or partake in some activity. You might even learn specific lines you could use. But the execution of all this would still be a huge mystery, and lets face it, it isn't so much what you say that matters, but entirely on how you say it, both with words and body language.
Likewise, I see that I'm not quite sure how I should be acting when I'm trading. I'm not exactly sure how far in advance of a trade I should put it on. I'm not sure how to react when I see price thrust up or down. I know in my job how I need to act throughout the day, and I know how to speak when dealing with a customer versus talking with co-workers over a lunch break. But when it comes to trading, I wish I could see how an excellent trader carries himself. Having someone sitting beside you, a mentor, would be most invaluable. Because my problems are clearly psychological, it would be nice to have someone to talk me through it. But this being a single player sport... I guess I gotta learn to rely on just myself!
