I don't understand why wouldn't I treat the firm's money as my own capital.
I am doing this as a career and if I don't make money I don't eat. As far as saying, oh he acted better because it is NOT his money, I am scratching my head.
Dottom,
I think you have to strive to be as consistent as possible. If you get on a 10 game winning streaks, even if the P&L didn't change that much in terms of capital, the way you approach each trading day is dramatically changed. You have a sense of confidence that would make your trading effortless and you will start to get in a zone.
That's what I think trading in a zone is. Although I haven't been able to put on a substantial winning streak, I was able to keep my losing days as small and insignificant as possible ( with the exception of Friday, of course ), and coming to work everyday is becoming more and more enjoyable as my goal is to take some money out of the market everyday. And I am looking forward to the days when I will have a 22 day winning streaks.
Do you remember, Mr.T said that he was able to get a sense of inner peace and reach a place where he doesn't get overly anxious about his losing and winning days? I think I am starting to get to that zone, where trading will become one with me, you sorta accept the ups and downs of the market and don't get overly upset about anything as this is a marathon and a career not a 100 m dash. I want to make a lot of money but I also want to learn a lot about myself and enjoy my journey as a trader.
I can't wait to get there!!