Yes, at 2 years you're still a newbie. I believe we must go as far back as the covid plunge in 2020 to see anything which resemble the action we saw on some of the days over the last two weeks.
This was a 10 % correction on SPX so far (assuming it's over), but the speed of it and the volatility makes it more like a mini crash.
If I didn't have experience trading this type of environment and having taken losses myself in the past, I probably would not have sized down appropriately or been able to trade it. I'm green for the last three weeks, but I made more money 3 weeks back as I had more size on and the market was more predictable/well behaved.
Rest assured, plenty of newbies probably blew their accounts over these last two weeks, so if you managed to stay in the game, you're doing well.
PS: I scroll Twitter from time to time and I was impressed by a gal there who said she hadn't taken an entire trade last week as the volatility was beyond her comfort zone. That impressed me. The ability to stay out and not trade is so important. A key to success in this game is having the patience and discipline to only enter when you have a solid signal/set-up or whatever you use.