Hey all,
I have not posted to my journal in awhile. Just felt like checking in and recording some of my thoughts. My recent tales are a somewhat cautionary tale to anyone who wants to get involved in this business.
To sum up my trading experience to date. I dropped out of my day job to pursue trading full time in 2004, under the guise of going back for my masters. Having graduated in Dec '05, I began hitting the pavement for a trading gig. Unfortunately I am too under experienced to get a "experienced required" trading position, and depending on the firm underqualified or too old to get in the "Seeking Entry Level Traders Looking to Make a Dumptruck Full of Money !!!" positions.
Refusing to give up on trading, I fell into one of the prop gigs that basically is "trade on X-Trader simulator and if you happen to have the gift for scalping you might just get a trading job that pays allright."
So, this is the end of my 3rd week in the simulator. However, due to holidays and other circumstances I have only managed to get 9 days logged in the trading room.
Of those 9, the previous 7 I have gotten absolutely killed in the markets. Yesterday, I came out negative but came back from -63 points to -13 points. Today I was up quite a bit, gave it back and then some and closed out completely breakeven.
*sigh* As I found out today, the problem is this:
One of the other guys who has been in the simulator with me has been bringing in a laptop that has IB charts installed, which we have been using. Yesterday(the day I started trading MUCH better), he installed a fancy tool that lets us view price and volume much better.
Our team had lunch today with the veteran trader who monitors us for any glimmer of hope. I learned today that a)real scalpers have a dedicated line to the markets and most likely computers executing their trades and b) the XTrader simulator interface is on a slight delay.
So. As I watched our fancy tool, I THOUGHT I was spotting good trading opportunities and was fast enough to beat the rush.
However, after lunch, I realized that what is 99% likely is that our IB machine with the live feed and fancy tools is getting its data about 1/2 second BEFORE the XTrader Simulator....I'm seeing what LOOKS like good trades, but if the market were live and real, the opportunities would be 2 ticks against me before I got in.
So my morale is in the dumpster right now.
Anyways, thats my report from the trading trenches. Not much else to say at the moment. Just wanted to share my experiences with the other aspiring traders out there.
-T