Ahhh, about credit. Ok, I get it. Sure, they would be stupid if they didn't check everything.
About the blaming thing, I pointed out the economy and lack of credit. But I know that I was 100% responsible for blowing up my xbox games business, the dollar going from 1.6 to 2.5 was only a detail since I could have bought more games before the crisis if I had more credit, which I didn't because I was very, very naive and let my parents screw it up, still my fault. (and my business model was doomed from the start, I learn a lot though, which was awesome)
About responsibility, well, I say you can't blame your superior for "having" to kill a pow because it was you that pick that stupid job to begin with. My opinion is a very unpopular one but I don't care, it's true after all.
I have a very simple but tested trend-following system and I know I can't win without enough capital, with my position sizing strategy I would only blow it up very, but very slowly (not counting on eventual psychological issues that may appear).
My struggle now is only with off-topic work and lack of practice, in theory I can't see any flaws with my system, and I will only notice them when I started trading with real cash.
But now I got an idea of what to do... it may work wonderfully!
or fail miserably... but I have a time stop-loss for that too, the last one, after that, start sending resumes...
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Thank you all for the input