Trader P/L 2009

can't recall carrying anger over from the previous night to the point that i was in a feces mood all day and almost decided not to trade- alas, i was too on tilt already to be so rational. predictably, i spent all but the first 3 minutes in the red. had horrific lags on executions tonight that cost me well over $3m thru the course of the night- that did wonders for my mood as well. all i can say is it's a damn good thing i don't have a day job at the post office.

at worst, i was down over 4m twice, would dig myself out to varying degrees and then implode back to my lows. this cycle repeated about 10x, which each successive 'round trip' adding 10 points to my blood pressure. overtraded my way to well over $1m in commissions- intercoursing brilliant. as with last night, there is no joy in having pulled it back to even. frankly, it's intercoursing amazing that i escaped with only wasted time (and a few more years off my life). maybe i've gotten better @ imploding!

the only thing i did right tonight was shutting it down towards the end of the HK afternoon session. i included my gross column along with my net to showcase my overtrading fueled charitable contributions to interactive brokers.

i picked the wrong week to stop sniffing glue.
 

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Gangof i feel you :D. It's also the second straight day i close at breakeven not to do more stupid things after having my PL swinging Gs up 'n down all over place...
Instead of a glue can suggest some Phukitol :p
 

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