amy,
Here is an exercise that I've been using lately to prepare myself for larger size, or at least not crumble under the pressure of seeing swings by the significant dollar figures. Open a free demo account in the metatrader platform of your favorite bucketshop...forex broker. And select a larger balance, and basically start mirroring trades at larger lot sizes. This will allow you to SEE the actual changes in prices and get your brain to not panic.
I don't trade huge size (relative to your 50 lot), at my peak, I probably had 5-10 full lot going on. It was scary when I first saw that. But with the demo, I'm getting more used to seeing it.
The downside is the importance of money becomes less significant. So when you go to the mall or buying something, what used to be outrageous, seems small in comparison and you really lose the value perception. Your brain is already programmed to see swings by the thousands.
And who the hell is this BSD in your chatroom? This sounds like some high roller chat room.
Here is an exercise that I've been using lately to prepare myself for larger size, or at least not crumble under the pressure of seeing swings by the significant dollar figures. Open a free demo account in the metatrader platform of your favorite bucketshop...forex broker. And select a larger balance, and basically start mirroring trades at larger lot sizes. This will allow you to SEE the actual changes in prices and get your brain to not panic.
I don't trade huge size (relative to your 50 lot), at my peak, I probably had 5-10 full lot going on. It was scary when I first saw that. But with the demo, I'm getting more used to seeing it.
The downside is the importance of money becomes less significant. So when you go to the mall or buying something, what used to be outrageous, seems small in comparison and you really lose the value perception. Your brain is already programmed to see swings by the thousands.
And who the hell is this BSD in your chatroom? This sounds like some high roller chat room.
The flipside is seeing a bunch of people talking about positions in same direction I'm in and if I recognize them as good traders I tend to hold positions longer and that usually works out positively.