Took out a loan to transition to full-time trading. Now 27 years old.

shit i just came home. woke up at 4am and watched. had a position overnight that i entered overnight... and it was losing me money... no it was like break even... +30 or 40 and NG looked liked it was going to go down... it was being forced up.. fuk NG man going up during london hours omfg always and i have no way to predict it except just guess based on historic instances, which is not a good bet to make, so i always miss the bull run these mtfk hedge fund mofos .... . yes. anyways. so im losing money right. and im like break even. shit i messed up today. down like 200 to end the day but i shoulda been down 1000 and not even surprised because i traded reallybad. called the upside but didnt trade it, instead forgot my upside target call and shorted which, of course, went to my upside target (am i an idiot?), and than starts to trickle down..
fotos first losing day in 2 weeks... pretty sad i hope i dont make this a habit hahahhahahhaa
right after market hours had to go help my roommate who doesnt speak english change his car battery, so i couldnt take my usual nap, and i went straight to work super tired cooking those dank koreann bbq to the max if you know the taste yreaaaaa and right after work i ate late dinner with my friend and a dongseng from the army.. bringing back the college memories..
tomoroorw will be different. 200? fuk 200. watch me boss 500 a day. 3 positions, 500 a day, no prob. flexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxin flexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxin imma be flexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxin and than bankruppttttttttttttttttttt bankruipttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt within a week bankrupttttttttttttttttttttttttt LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLl idiot.
 
Only skimming through this I cant help but think this "trader" would have been much better off keeping the 60K/yr day job and using extra funds to invest in the SP500 index.
 
...down like 200 to end the day but i shoulda been down 1000 and not even surprised because i traded reallybad...

If you should have been down $1000...you talking about in one trade or several different trades ?

wrbtrader
 
Let us know when you blow your account out again
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only good news to come if i keep on trading like this *sigh*
 
2/18, 2/19: down little over 200 and than made it back up, up $48 so far from the two days.

Could not trade today. Hangover from last night.. omg i can't drink and my friends and i drank a lot yesterday because one guy came back from the army... well anyways my overnight short position as well as a double down worked for me. Woke up and sold for a profit. tried to do couple more in/outs but i threw up 10 times this morning... just called it a day and tried to make naps all day so my body is fixed before my work at 6pm... i just woke up and my dizziness is almost gone and i don't feel like puking anymore so it's a progress. serious trading to begin again tomorrow!
 
...i just woke up and my dizziness is almost gone and i don't feel like puking anymore so it's a progress. serious trading to begin again tomorrow!

Just in time for the NG report. :-) -143 bil cube feet drop expected.
 
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