2/6: +163
NG report day. Had no idea what NG was trying to do so just watched patiently and patiently and patiently... and it keeps going up like it's defying law of physics. So I get a new plan and i call the top just below 1.890. Got a short in at 1.888. NG ended up going higher, touching 1.906, than coming back down. My bad mistake omg was i got another short in at 1.892 minutes after my first short because i thought this is going down for sure. Had an early feel to it but didn't want to miss the ride down as the chart went up too much in too short of time. Well, almost got to -$300 for the first time in 2 weeks and got that feeling again that I didn't feel for a while of losing money and shaking up my head and emotions. Act calm son - the universe is watching over you. Stuck with it and went down. Tried 3 contracts today as i noticed minimum margin requirement for NG decreased yayayyayayayya. So my plan was short the top and let it fall. Thought it may fall close to yesterday's close level and it ended up falling faster. I exited for a safe profit of overall +$260 even though i saw more downside. I exited because while it was going down, i saw a possibility of a bounce, not filling the bottom space, and coming back up. So I exit all 3 positions and 4 minutes later, falls another 10+ points for an easy profit. I couldn't capitalize on it but oh well. Safe is better. Thought it would drop down to, at most, 1.688ish and go back up, so i got a 1 position in at 1.672. Was really considering 2 positions, but because I always end up losing all of my gains at the end of day, decided not to. Chart looked like it was bouncing and I was up 2-3 ticks when it fell hard again and decided to just stay there. Lost $100 at the end - overtrading alert.
Today was whatever. Bad trading. Really going for that money. Back to my old self. So I asked myself why. I think it's because even though I was focused on 10 ticks a day, I was able to get $200ish profit for the past 3 days. I think I got fixed on that $200 number and when I'm really concentrating during market hours, I forget that it's not the amount I'm going for, but the ticks. Yes, 2 contracts with 10 points is $200, but this is exactly how I lost all of my money back in 2016. Those days when making $1000/day was childplay. Thought I would never work a day in my life ever again and would be trading from my giant room with a killer desktop setup. And getting fixated on the dollar amount made me forget my trading strategy. This resulted in overtrading and not being able to cut my losses.
I'm really happy I can already trade 3 contracts for NG. I think literally like 3 weeks ago I thought I couldn't trade anymore. Using 3 contracts was very scary today. Will use 2, and if I get a good profit in during the day, may try using 3.
I say it like this but watch, come tomorrow, one or two trade I may use 1 or 2 contracts, and I will jump on that 3rd one right away when I see the opportunity. LOL. I really hope I don't...
Maybe you should try mechanical trading instead of discretionary trading. This way you can set hard rules which you stick to 100% of the time.
Never ever trade your PnL, always stick to the strategy.
If this really happens, $1000+ day tomorrow. No. Don't be like that. $200 target for tomorrow. Because I never seem to learn when things go well...
And against all of me telling me this trade is an uncomfortable trade, I'm still riding because I am calling the top of, at least 1.857-1.860, possibly and a good chance it may go even higher to 1.880 or even 1.900. But it's taking too long to go up and I got really uneasy about the whole thing. So sold one at 1.847, another at 1.851, noticed I'm basically at $1000 mark for the week so just exited last position at 1.854. Glad I did because high point of today is 1.854. This was just luck because I thought it would hit at least 1.857 and originally planned to exit 1 position early at 1.847, but exit the other 2 at 1.857. I thought NG would still go up to1.860 at least, likely to 1.870, but it dropped to yesterday's close while I am writing. Was thinking of entering 1 contract for a bounce play, but remembering last Friday's pains didn't. I should've because it did just bounce.