That's pure 50/50 gambling and not real trading. I had watched some of your video and from what I see, I don't think you're anywhere near having a functional system. Usually I can kind of figure out how someone trades, but watching your vids I honestly had no idea what you were doing.Day 26
-40.7%
Outplayed, outmatched, outclassed... all the wrong things ive been doing wrong finally coming to bite me. Played the day really fighting and ending flat. Before leaving for work, put on 2 positions, thinking ill either make $150 or lose $150. Well the spike made me -$400 and out of impulse added in 2 more positions. Had to go to work. At work, busy as hell and literally had no time to look at chart... really didnt think it would be this bad. Lost 2.7K in one day. Man.. going to take 2-3weeks to make this loss back... if i follow my rules that is.
I dont know whats worse. The huge loss or me going "eh, shit here we go again" after history of blowing up accounts...
You actually remind me a lot about myself when I was your age. I'm guessing you have an impulsive personality. That's dangerous. I've done the trying to short into a strong rally and then getting trapped before. It's painful I know. I honestly think you need to stop and take a break.
I know you're in a lot of debt and is desperate to try to pay it all back. But you seriously need to look at yourself and re-evaluate your trading method. Read some books or something.
P.S. This kid was in the same mess as you are now. He daytraded and lost over 150k. He eventually pay it all back but not by continuing daytrading. I post the link to help you. Maybe you might find inspiration from him. Good luck.
http://www.debtkid.com/about
and broke the $7000 line!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS