In case (slight chance?) there are people wondering how I am doing... when I put in my loan into my brokerage account, I had a total of $19,700. From there, I went to the low point of $16,750 and to the high point of $21,210, and now am back down to $17,400. Extremely volatile and dangerous...right? Yes, I know. Sometimes I'm not sure if I'm trading stocks or just straight up gambling. So I decided to change it up.
I truly believe I am good at daytrading, but having less than $25,000 is not allowing my to do just that. I'm okay on swing-trading, but not something I would bet money on. So to make this ridiculous thread even more ridiculous, guess what I decided to do? I applied for another loan. I really thought I wouldn't be able to since I'm drowned in loans already (have college student loans too) of little over $50,000, yet I was surprised to be approved for another $18,000! The catch is the APR is 28.62%, which is higher than my previous loan but I'm getting more money. I think I'm doing to get about $17,500 deposited into my bank account next week, or the week after. Hopefully next week. That will take my account to over $30,000 so that I can finally..............................................................................................................................................................................................................finally................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................finally....................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................finally.........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................wait .........................................................................................for it.............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................finally............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................day trade!
I always considered myself as a risk taker, but right now I'm asking myself if this is taking risk or just throwing myself under a bus and hoping I come out alive. And from my experiences from trading, once you start hoping, you better get out. I honestly don't know if I'm hoping or am just confident in myself right now, but I am sure of one thing: This is the most riskiest thing I've ever done in my life.
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Once I deposit my new loan into my account, I'm planning on coming back here to post my daily results. I am hoping to get constructive feedback from other and also use this space as a journal to go over my daily trades. Whether I make money or not, I'll keep on posting until A) I quit trading; or B) I don't feel the need to keep a journal anymore.
If I feel I am not cut out to make a career out of trading, I will accept and stop trading to focus 100% on my career. Probably go study for that CFA lvl 2 I'm currently procrastinating about...
Wish me luck! I really do need it.