Thanks Georgii for your words. You are right, and I agree. It might not work out the way I've hoped, but at least I'll know.
We all 'might' get lucky of course, what I'm talking about is what is most likely to happen to you given what I've seen happen countless times plus my own experiences.
And I'm not too happy taking money out either, but situation called for it. Prop firm thing is a good idea, but I need my current job as a backup. Hope you are wishing me luck.
Luck won't carry you far, that's the problem. I can wish you all of it in the world, but wouldn't you rather be doing something that works based on probabilities rather than luck? Otherwise buy yourself a lottery ticket.
By the way, I did advise that you join a
remote prop firm, the kind where you can trade from home or work (as long as you're not firewalled of course). That should be no different from what you are doing at the moment, although if I were your employer I'd be pretty pissed off that you were doing something so demanding on my time.
I know you don't want to hear me say these things, but your situation is asking for a problem:
1. You have a high interest loan that you are bound to repay, or face serious damage to your credit rating that can financially cripple you for years.
2. You have a job and you're stealing time from your employer to day trade. This won't be a good thing when you are found out, you may even be violating the law if you're working for a financial firm.
3. You are not able to give this the focus you need to be competitive. You're competing against people who are monitoring the market constantly. You're constantly being forced to choose between your job and your trading business.
4. You are putting enormous pressure on yourself to make this work, interfering with your decision making and overall psychological well being.
I'm all for taking risks that are defined and intelligent. I can't, in all honesty, say that what you're doing is intelligent risk taking. Maybe it's sexy, it gives you a thrill or something, or maybe you're desperate to make it work (name me a trader who wasn't at one point). But it is not a reasonable business plan, when you think it over.
Yeah I know, you've heard it many times over, and you're going to be the exception who will make headlines in the WSJ. But why set yourself up for failure at the outset? Even if you get lucky, are you going to be able to keep your profits for long? There are lots of stories of people who've made huge money by rolling it big, then inevitably they give it back. With the benefit of hindsight you can say 'why surely, when I've made $XXXXXXXX, I'll stop trading", but that's not how it works in real time.
Anyway it sounds like no matter what people tell you here you're going to keep doing what you're doing. By all means go ahead, and I do wish you the following: that you realize, before you do any serious and in my view completely unnecessary, uncalled for damage to yourself, that you're not on a path that will help you reach your long term goals, and that you reassess and come up with a better plan.