1) You are demonstrating far too much RISK in your strategy.
2) You are using BORROWED money for that RISK, at EXTREMELY High Interest Rates.
3) You are being GREEDY and OVER CONFIDENT.
4) You have ZERO Patience and are representing an ARROGANT position in your new venture.
5) On top of all that (Which is plenty) , let's add stubborn , reckless , immature, stupid, etc.. etc..
As above, second choice (probably best) is to open papaer account, to find a good strategy based on long-term backtest.
Unlike other markets, we have data for 100 years, to allow deep and long backtest.
If you find a strategy of annual 26% compounded, the your account may be even.
Please remember that VERY VERY HARD TO find 26% logic.
If it was easy to find it, for the last 400 years, then Gates and Buffet are broke now. (None shows more than 20% for 400 years.)