Bad Day
Today did not go as planned for many different reasons. I went into to today with a very nice account buffer and decided to get a little more aggressive so I could put myself ahead comfortably. Unfortunately, this did not happen and I gave back a good chunk of my buffer.
What Went Wrong?
My charting software that I usually use(ninja) was not working correctly and I was forced to use the T4 (charts). There is absolutely nothing wrong with the T4 charts, I am just not used to looking at them and do not have them set up the same way as I have my other charts. I actually like the T4 charts, I am just not used to them. However, charts are charts and ultimately, this probably had very little to do with my lack of performance today.
I was too involved in the TST chat room and not paying attention to my trades like I should. I do like the chat room because it is a great place to socialize with other traders. However, for me, it is just too much of a distraction and I will not be in the chat room again if I am actually trading.
I made a few mistakes actually placing and removing orders. This is the first time this has happened in the combine, but it happens to everyone from time to time. I just need to be more methodical about my order entry.
I was way too aggressive today with placing and managing my trades. At one, point earlier on in the session, I had added to a position and was up nicely, but watched my gains erode quickly into nothing. I just wanted one more push on the position that never materialized to put me up massively for the day and in my account. I then went from up small, to down, down large, and trying to dig myself out like I usually do. Unfortunately, I was unable to dig myself out and had a very large loss today of -$2970. This nearly disqualified me from the combine and was very careless.
The fact that I had a nice account buffer going into the session this early in the combine, enticed me in to operating more aggressively than normal. I fudged on a few of my rules today and my account suffered from these mistakes. Granted, my really good days can be larger than the loss I incurred today, but I need to make sure that this does not happen again.
If I want to be a successful trader, I have to ALWAYS follow my rules, not just the Topstep traders rules. This is going to be may major focus from this point on.