Quote from OPTIONAL777:
He feels like shit because he got caught...not because he realized while he was doing it that it was wrong...
If he had not been caught, he would probably be fucking some bimbo right now...
That isn't internal change, or a crisis of conscience.
He won't change, he will try to "behave" differently, but he will absolutely go back to the smack because he never hit any meaningful bottom.
Sure it was an embarrassment, but did he really feel financial pain? Did his wife divorce him?
Did he lose all of his endorsements? Did he get HIV like Magic?
No, his contrition is forced, not genuine. His lack of real emotion is a tell, a huge tell...
I told you, he had that outpouring of emotion 2 or 3 weeks ago and its at a stage now where thats not natural; not that he doesn't still hold regret. Theres something about him, maybe his Asian side, that suggests to me that he fell from grace and isn't a hopeless playboy like the sense I get of Michael and A'Rod.
And, he's not all that muscular if you've ever seen the kind of muscular thats possible with steroids. He's just about at where a guy who works out regularly would be.