Woke up long with an unrealized gain of $800. Data comes out at 10:30 and I get stopped. I am now sitting on a realized loss of $450. I get short twice and get stopped twice for a total realized loss of $1300. I am now flat for the month. I am not happy. I keep following my rules even though I am scared to. I don't want a losing month. I get long around 11:30 and get out at 4pm for gain of $1900 and a daily realized gain of $600.
Did I want to keep trading after that horrible start? Of course not. Was I scared. Of course I was. But I manned up and believed in myself and in the edge that I have found in this market. So as much as I didn't want to I kept pulling the trigger and I ended up with a good day.
Moral of the story? Believe in yourself and stick to your rules. If you truly have an edge, the law of large numbers has your back.

