Stop crying like a baby, stand up, shake the dust off, and do something; anything. Right now you are letting your emotions dictate decisions and focus. This is guaranteed to wreak havoc on you. You've done NOTHING but focus on the problem. As long as you do that, nothing will change.
If you truly can trade, and it's that important to you, sell your car, beg on a street corner after hours, move to a cheaper apartment, convince someone who has a couple of bucks. BTW- if you can't show someone your plan, in writing, indicating what you do, why it works, and how you intend to conserve capital and get some money; you're probably not as good as you think.
I was in exactly your position a year ago. If I had continued to focus on the problem, I'd still be where you are. Instead, I'm happily trading with a decent sized account. I'm being bloody harsh, because, frankly, that's what you need.
If you truly can trade, and it's that important to you, sell your car, beg on a street corner after hours, move to a cheaper apartment, convince someone who has a couple of bucks. BTW- if you can't show someone your plan, in writing, indicating what you do, why it works, and how you intend to conserve capital and get some money; you're probably not as good as you think.
I was in exactly your position a year ago. If I had continued to focus on the problem, I'd still be where you are. Instead, I'm happily trading with a decent sized account. I'm being bloody harsh, because, frankly, that's what you need.
