What I could use is consulting. An experienced trader who can tell me my trade is not a good trade.
But you said you lose big too. Which means potentially you could have a 99.9% win rate and still not be net profitable if you don't have proper risk management or bad mentality and let a trade get out of hand. So, having great trades or not isn't going to fix the problem of losing big, that is the biggest thing you need to correct, as someone else on here mentioned.