When I was once a young guy, or slightly younger guy,.....
Love Songs were a big part of my life...you could have called me a hopeless romantic, Computer games were a big part of my life, working out was a big part of my life, boners and cumming were a big part of my life, fantasizing about Porsche and exotic sports cars were a big part of my life, ego and titles and my life direction was a big part of my life, confusion and insecurity were a big part of my life, even pets were a big part of my life...i wanted the most showroom model Scarlet Macaw parrot and the best model showroom German Shepherd I could find, I stared at $1,000 shoes online, porn controlled hours on my day, i would stare at social media all day,
....You NAME it,,,,the Devil hooked me, baited me, and I devoured it. I was a fidgety dumb fuck.
It wasn't until I got around middle-aged, and so much more intelligent and mature and truly self-reflected, and for the most part....gave up all those things, obsessions, that I truly developed into a ....magnificent trader....who saw the light,
And I've put in a ton of time into the market as well, so you can say I've paid my dues to the Gods,
If you want to succeed going forward in any life endeavor, you truly have to wipe the slate canvas clean, and be clear and clean of the previous life's nonsense and bs and distractions and connections and energies,
Similar to Monks who truly cleanse themselves of the earth's, humanities', empty nothingness,