Originally posted by FasterPussycat
as i re-read my post, yeah, i laid it on thick didn't i?
but i meant every word.
admittedly i didn't read this thread because of its superstitious overtones and it seemed more silly stupid nonsense. but curiousity got the better of me (hope it never kills me
) and from the moment i opened this thread you had me. .. i couldn't stop reading.
i'm not sure i know enough about the matter to ask a specific question, let's see...
here you go: Give one way this has helped your trading?
~CLARITY~
Purged of ego and selfish attachments
Indifferent as the market herself
He stands detached as if a mere spectatorâ¦
Transcending the dualities of the human condition
Equal in âpleasureâ and âpainâ
He flows along with an impenetrable inner peace and strengthâ¦
Immersed within the realm of the present moment
Responding as if an echo
He sees not what could or should be, but what isâ¦
THIS IS MY TRUTH
PUBLIAS
That is a poem I wrote about 4 weeks ago after a spectacular day in the market...
Purged of ego and selfish attachments
Basicaly it means that on a micro level (trade to trade, day to day) I am not actually putting and taking off trades to "get" something from her... In other words external gratification in the form of $ is the farthest thing from my mind when I am truly in the flow... The only thing I am concerned about is being in the proper mind state to recognize opportunity, to strike on it, and to stay committed to letting it play out... Clarity, Courage, Committment...
So I am aiming inward instead of outward... Acting as if there were absolutely no eternal goals whatsoever! I focus on playing well, not making money... If I play well, in the long run (macro) the money will flow right into my account as if it were an afterthought...
The market is niether for or against, so why would I be... I cannot 'control' anything eternal, I can only control myself and my actions... Like Douglas so rightly says, every edge will have a natural distribution of wins and losses, you cant control the distribution... So when I say 'indifferent' it is not some passive resignation, it is to simply see through the illusion that "wins" can be wrested from "losses"... Once you can truly embrace this and you are resolved of the results on a micro level, the market simply cannot do anything from trade to trade to inflate or deflate you...
You accept, no embrace! whatever may come... and then all of a sudden all is perfectly clear and wins and losses are reallly one in the same because you have seen through the dualties of the two in such a way that on a micro level they are really one in the same... two sides of them same coin, which is opportunity!
See Jem and Dark may think that detachment means detachment from reality... Absolutely NOTHING could be further from the truth... You are detached from your ego and the illusions it so often casts... therefore you see REALITY not the perception of reality that your ego distorts...
Would you like me to do on with my rambling Faster???
PEACE and good trading,
Publias