I think you have hit the nail on the head TT, i dont feel good if i win, i dont feel good if i lose, it seems like the only time i win where i add add add and then sell the high is right off the open.
So bottom line i think im just good at trading volatility, good at being in and out of stocks, good at reading the tape. But i see these guys making multiples of what i am and i keep coming back to the fact that they will sit there build a position all day, add on the bounce, keep adding the whole way up, and then sack it if they get screwed in the end. No harm no foul if they make zero on the trade.
The money is simply irrelevant to them. It is really hard to get to that point, i was there a couple times in my career, where money didnt matter, but i got torched, got fucked, had systems blow up, lost everything to a crooked broker, etc, etc.....
So you go from being able to look at the market where "it means nothing," too having to grind and not let anything go against you then it breaks you, so the mindset just totally changes.
You go from, meh, maybe ill hold this breakout for a couple days, too, how can i size into this breakout as aggresively as possible knowing its going to tap the highs at some point.
I know ive learned to read the tape learned to read the next move, but in order to get to the next level i obviously need to learn to hold, which is something im struggling with.
I think what you are saying makes sense, maybe i should just accept im a good scalper and size in more aggresively.
But even on something like TAP today i nailed the bottom 92.09 took my bounce for 50 ticks just a scalp but i only took 500 shares, but that kind of position if i was to try to multiply it and say im going to take 2k shares, or 20k shares would end up drastically diffeently. I only take the number of shares i think i can easily get out of, like within 1 print. Thats why AMD positions get so large, i know 1 print im out, but on something like TAP where i catch a falling knife, if i sit there and absord 2k shares and it pukes through me im looking at hammering it out into the bottom piece by piece, cause there was 20 cent spreads with a hundred shares on the bid/offer.
I really appreciate the response dude, it gave me lots to think about and i will most likely read it a few more times before i wake up in 4 hours, lol, but it was an absolutely amazing response, and gave me tons to think about.
Maybe i just need to accept myself as a scalper with size, but you cant put size through on most moves, cause you cant read it down to a couple ticks where its easy to get out if your wrong.
The big thing though, MY SALVATION, give me another couple months, i guarantee i will hit a 5-6 figure trade, it just takes time, i chop most of the trades i take cause im a chicken shit, and i hate losing money, and i can read the tape, but when i get i good idea, i promise ill be all in on it, i feel like thats just the market we are in, obviously im worse than most, but i promise you i will show you a massive winner when i think i got it right.
I think your charts and posts are most excellent. The fact that you also post entries and exits brings it to the next level. Its easy to analyze what is happening, but once you have money on the line, its obvious how this changes things. All the ET experts are the best traders, supposedly, but most can't show how they put their theory into practice.
My vote is for you to continue as you are doing, and if you want to actually invite others to post, I suggest that they follow your lead and also post their trades.
This leads me to my next point.
This is precisely why I think it is too difficult for you, or anyone for that matter, to all of a sudden change your style for holding period. Its in your blood to get in and out. Now granted, you might have mentioned this line simply in relation to this particular trade since you knew you were catching a falling knife, and a different type of setup might be more conducive to holding longer. But I do still feel that holding longer isn't just some simply thing you turn on in your brain.
Holding longer will affect the win rate, it will affect your stop size, it will affect your target. Obviously you want it to affect your target, since you want a much bigger target. If you don't adjust your stop size, then you will have to be content with a lower win rate. But doing this will have a huge impact to the psychology since you are winning less often.
Of course if you nail perfect entries, and hence don't need to adjust your stop size, and if it doesn't affect your win rate, then all you need to do is look up your last 10 or 20 trades to see how many of them went twice as far. I bet that only 75% or less went to a much bigger profit. This would mean that your win rate would be lower. Of course, overall profits might be higher if your target is now twice as much and your win rate only drops by 25%, but I don't think you will be able to put your trades on exactly the same way.
Have you seen the intimate details of what these guys do that you talk about that are killing it and who are holding for longer? What are their stats in terms of trades per day, win rate, stop size in relation to profit target? I ask all this because when you say that this is what you'd like to do, its as if you know that this is how people do it who are really killing it, but without any evidence to back this up, the truth could be much different than you realize.
Most stats that I've seen of successful traders are playing for ticks. (ie. 4-12 ES ticks) Beyond that, I haven't seen any good stats. It doesn't mean they don't exist, but I'm not sure how these numbers work. It of course sounds easy to think you can just buy the NQ and hold for a hundred point winner that will hit in just a couple of days, but to do this type of trading requires I think extreme patience for price to approach very key levels, which might only happen a few times a week, and also either wider stops, or more entries that keep getting stopped out. These guys must have many days of no profits or small losses, and wait for the one big payday where a huge swing trade pans out big.
Reading your thought process, too much would have to change for you to move into this style, in my humble opinion of course. To increase profits, its simply a case of either bigger targets, or more size. Since the bigger targets has its own issues, as I've just outlined, the bigger size is I think the more doable variable. It has its own psychological challenges of course, but they are all psychological, not technique dependent, which is what moving stops and targets would entail. You would then be battling both a new framework for your trading, but also the psychological element of holding longer, and not getting shaken out by every micro turn.