The anatomy of a trade, here goes guys as best as i can analyse this its probably the biggest fuck up in this journal, im just going to break this down piece by piece so you get a feel for it.
I started out really small just piecing into the ES and it was just going to be a trade to give me a bufffer, my entries were awesome, my first 2 exits were awesome, but then for some reason i was pissed off i top ticked the exit on my last 2 ES contracts and went from up over a k (including unrealised) to up about 400.
I really should have been done paying the price there but then i decided i absolutely had to be right, the ES had to go down today, so next up i shorted like 12 contracts and only lost a couple ticks but thats still the rest of my 400 gone.
It was all because i couldnt stand scratching those last 2 ES contracts, that put me to -400 i
think
Then i stopped out dead top once again lost everything plus went to negative 400, only to tell myself this things going down, and be stubborn one last time, short 8 more contracts 2466, and get mysef back up to 400 bucks positive. Then i just got a grip on myself and asked WTF am i doing, it was hardcore tilt, days like that can easily cost thousands of dollars, theres no reason to be stubborn, no reason to even have that desire to be right, who cares if your right or wrong, if you make more on winners than losers. This was just an epic example of piss poor trading i should have lost a few k today i was so mad and so convinced i was right dont know why.