This is not a journal that will describe trading strategies and results. This is a journal that will describe my inner emotions and thoughts. This is my quest to become a better trader through self insight. This is the truth about me.
First of all I promise to be sincere and truthful about everything I write. However there are two exceptions:
1. I will not reveal my real identity of fear that my current employer might think that my trading activities interfere with my professional life.
2. I will not reveal any significant trading edges (if I can find themâ¦).
Who Iâm I?
Iâm 38 years
I live in a smaller city in the north of Europe.
I have a university degree in engineering and started my professional career in engineering and then moved into sales.
My current job requires that I do some business travelling but it also allows me to work out of my home one or two days per week.
My financial status:
My current salary is about 75 000 USD/year. I pay about 50% in taxes. Basically with this salary I break even every month after the mortgages and household stuff is paid.
My biggest asset is our house, and I estimate my net worth to be roughly 60 000 USD.
I also have an income insurance that will guarantee my salary for a year should I lose my job.
I have about 15 000 USD in the bank and 3 000 USD at IB.
My âdark sideâ
- I suffered from panic disorder and I were treated with antidepressants for about a year. This must have been in 2004. I still have milder panic attacks on occasional instances, but things are much better now compared to 2004.
- I havenât met my father since I was 18 and he divorced my mother.
- My BMI is 34 which I just found out is âObese Class Iâ.
- I surf way too much for porn.
- I have hemorrhoids.
- My discipline isnât the best.
My âbright sideâ
- I have a wonderful wife and two great kids.
- I donât smoke and only drink occasionally
- I have a good education and a relatively well paid job as a sales manager in the healthcare industry.
- Iâm very serious and detailed in what I do.
- People trust me and treat me as a leader.
- Iâm a hard worker.
My trading history:
I probably made my first trade when I was 15. I bought a bank stock which had retracted from an earlier high and I thought it looked âcheapâ. Since then I have trade of and on for various periods. I was very active during the late 90âs and then stopped trading after loosing everything I made during the 90âs. A few months ago I made about 15 000 USD in index options, however I quickly lost most of it soon thereafter. Iâm sure I must have lost a few 10 000s over the years. Could it by 100 000s? Iâm not sure. I currently have a project where I enter all my trades into Quicken to get a full overview of my money.
Iâm attracted by âget rich quickâ securities like options, futures, forex and pennystocks.
I have stopped putting up goals like make X amount in Y time. My only goal right now is to become a better trader and in some way work within the trading industry.
Let the journey begin. Please be kind.
/Sincere
First of all I promise to be sincere and truthful about everything I write. However there are two exceptions:
1. I will not reveal my real identity of fear that my current employer might think that my trading activities interfere with my professional life.
2. I will not reveal any significant trading edges (if I can find themâ¦).
Who Iâm I?
Iâm 38 years
I live in a smaller city in the north of Europe.
I have a university degree in engineering and started my professional career in engineering and then moved into sales.
My current job requires that I do some business travelling but it also allows me to work out of my home one or two days per week.
My financial status:
My current salary is about 75 000 USD/year. I pay about 50% in taxes. Basically with this salary I break even every month after the mortgages and household stuff is paid.
My biggest asset is our house, and I estimate my net worth to be roughly 60 000 USD.
I also have an income insurance that will guarantee my salary for a year should I lose my job.
I have about 15 000 USD in the bank and 3 000 USD at IB.
My âdark sideâ
- I suffered from panic disorder and I were treated with antidepressants for about a year. This must have been in 2004. I still have milder panic attacks on occasional instances, but things are much better now compared to 2004.
- I havenât met my father since I was 18 and he divorced my mother.
- My BMI is 34 which I just found out is âObese Class Iâ.
- I surf way too much for porn.
- I have hemorrhoids.
- My discipline isnât the best.
My âbright sideâ
- I have a wonderful wife and two great kids.
- I donât smoke and only drink occasionally
- I have a good education and a relatively well paid job as a sales manager in the healthcare industry.
- Iâm very serious and detailed in what I do.
- People trust me and treat me as a leader.
- Iâm a hard worker.
My trading history:
I probably made my first trade when I was 15. I bought a bank stock which had retracted from an earlier high and I thought it looked âcheapâ. Since then I have trade of and on for various periods. I was very active during the late 90âs and then stopped trading after loosing everything I made during the 90âs. A few months ago I made about 15 000 USD in index options, however I quickly lost most of it soon thereafter. Iâm sure I must have lost a few 10 000s over the years. Could it by 100 000s? Iâm not sure. I currently have a project where I enter all my trades into Quicken to get a full overview of my money.
Iâm attracted by âget rich quickâ securities like options, futures, forex and pennystocks.
I have stopped putting up goals like make X amount in Y time. My only goal right now is to become a better trader and in some way work within the trading industry.
Let the journey begin. Please be kind.
/Sincere
