Day 20
POINTS !!!
# of Disasters: 1 very big one.
Finally the day came, where I started to think in POINTS rather than in $. I turned my P/L to points from $. The difference is, when you are risking too much of your account, (yes.. even 1% on every trade is too much to risk) you are not ditached from your money. Thus, also facor in that you are a n00bie, all you think about while you are trading is how much MONEY you lost, how much MONEY I could've made had I been long rather than short, and how much money am I going to make today so that I am net +$ for the day.
Well, finally the day came where I think in POINTS. I was up +20 pts, and just simply grinding out a slow bleed day, till I got a bright idea. Today is the EXCEPTION. No volume, a Friday, and couple of huge rallies on the previous days..and everything else just pointing towards the fact that maybe we are headed down. And plus the fact that we were at the highs only made my conviction stronger that it is indeed headed down. Well, I took on a little too much of a size and you all know the rest of the story. I was stopped out from trading for the day. But, I did stick to the STOP point for the day. Thats what it matters. Even when you get STOPPED OUT for the day, you WIN. I am a winner.