Day 14
Play the GAME...
Trading is purely a statistical game. You have to maximize your winnings while cutting out your losers short. You have to have the discipline. You have to stay on the safe grounds at all the time. No time for mental lapses, no time to be timid.
I think I'll be even more disciplined as soon as I burn all my trading journals from the past. I have it all, everything thing on 17 1.5" binders. I thought I might as well read my journals before I burn them all... once and for all. I was going to keep them forever. Like, I could look at it when I was 68 or something and marvel at my stupid mistakes. But, no time to marvel any more. No more pasts, no more dwelling on pasts. Mistakes are mistakes, you have to put them behind you completely.. and move on, go on..
I finished reading 3 binder full of my journals. I got 14 more to go, and this is just my first year of trading.. Yeah. .SO MANY stupid mistakes. I just can't wait for me to get through them, and make a huge bonfire out of them. God, I am so looking forward to this.
I WILL NEVER EVER MAKE A TRADING MISTAKE, MENTAL/DISCIPLINARY mistake never ever again.
# of Disasters: 6
1) I need to go to sleep early enough everyday so that I can wake up at 7:55 am EVERYDAY. Even on weekends. I stay up real late, on say Friday night, and then all my sleeping pattern is out the window. Then, I stay up real late into Sunday night and wake up real late on Monday morning. I woke up at 8:30, but still I was a bit hurried that I forgot to check my trading checklist, and to get everything in order. I been doing this for a while, and I need to quit doing this.
2) NEVER EVER MOVE a STOP Don't even touch it anymore. It was an end result of me not doing other things well.. I need to pay much better attention to the numbers on my screen. I need to be focused on my entries.. only take the best trades where you won't be tempted to ever move a stop.
3) Never add more to a loser.
4) Never add more to a HUGE LOSER.
5) Never ever add more to an even bigger loser.
6) Never ever add more to an even bigger loser. It all started with one bad trade entry. This is why you have to be wake up early. Be prepared. Eat breakfast etc, and be completely ready for the day. I need to treat it as a JOB.. Be ready to get to work real early. This is my JOB. YOU HAVE TO PAY ATTENTION to what you're doing.
The key to being disciplined is never breaking your discipline. Not even once. I broke one rule, moved a stop on a shaky entry.. I still had a chance to get out with a STOP+ -3 ticks, but I stayed in. Not good. You have to get the hell out of a trade just when you realize that you are breaking your rules. I cannot believe this is the same shit that I used to do.... when I was just starting out. NO MORE.. This is the last and final time I'll ever do something like this. I SHOULD ONLY trade 1 contract till I can consistently make money. No more adding more cars to losing trades, or winning trades. Just stick with 1 contract ONLY.. ONLY ONE.