I have been quiet lately : the trainings I am going through are quiet intensive.
And I did lose some discipline 2 days ( trading against the coach opinion). However, the lesson is not lost, as we get to find exactly what happened whenever I start to lose discipline (usually an upset emotional state, then trading as a way to get 'away' from the upset).
Even so, the coach is absolutely confident that the account capital will still be increased - that was my major concern.
Obviously, I'll spend some time during the summer to decide exactly how I want to use
the extra stuff I learned during the trainings : use it for some very unpriviledged people, or just use it for my own benefits. The last option will go against my mindset : and mindset is very important as I always fear self-sabotage ( aka the unconscious settling scores!).
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I really have to say again "THANK YOU". I simply can not thank enough
you all, for what you did. I seriously feel indebted ( in a very good way).
And I'll do what I have to get done. May be I just needed these nasty experiences
to really learn about "human psychology/spirituality" in a very practical way.
Obviously, I 'll do it, not in the ways I first thought (
); differently. But it shall be done.
Thank you again for seeing through the lies - defamations - manipulations, and taking corresponding actions.
