Yes, this is one of the psych issues I am trying to solve in my trading. I was like this before I ever encountered trading. But I try to have fun with it, "to lift it up my attitude." It is rough.
It's not beneficial to you to have this attitude. Who gains? No one. You deserve big fat juicy returns.
Edit: you may want to read "No more mr. nice guy". I realized I was not a fake nice guy like described in the book but I had all the actions because of my upbringing. Not that the book made any difference, but just pointed out the patterns.
It made me decide to stay away from people who wanted me in that box. I am free, nigga.