Originally posted by Quah
Tampa - You sound a lot like me when I'm trying to trade something that is ultimtely up to my discretion. In your initial post, if I remember correctly, you basically said you wanted to write this journal as a way to force yourself to trade your system. I got the impression that you were not taking a lot of trades and that you were disappointed that you were not basically following the system.
In this most recent post you seem okay with not taking the winning trades because you can come up with a reason that you didn't take them - and then those feelings are confirmed when you had a reason for not taking a trade that ended up being a loser - you claim that was a correct decision - but you don't claim that not taking the winning trades were a correct decision.
The mind is a funny thing - it will do damn near anything it can to avoid pain - don't you think that you will be able to continue to justify not taking trades for one reason or another if you choose to? Isn't that what you are trying to stop doing?
(BTW - Don't take this as any sort of criticism - I could be totally wrong, and maybe my point is irrelevant. It's just that all of this sounds so familiar to me)