Quote from easyrider:
Youre a mess Tampa. I think youre bent on self destruction. Youve been at it long enough to know that theres only one way to succeed at this and that is iron-willed discipline. This is not a variable. It is absolute. It is law. You need to find a less expensive hobby.
easy, I have given some thought to your suggestion that I am âbent on self destructionlâ, and frankly, Iâm not quite sure why you would say that.
The past week was a rough one â FMOC meeting, and options expiration, and continued narrow ranges. Did I fall into the trap of âover tradingâ out of frustration? Yes â and I am the one who pointed that out. Keep in mind that I am trading a system/method that is still new to me. So mistakes are not at all unexpected.
Did I take a 54+ point hit on the week? Yes. Maybe such a hit would be devastating to you, but it is well within tolerance for me.
I know that you mean well, and I know that you are only trying to help, but I am having a hard enough time getting through this period of an unexpected draw down as it is. This is a confidence game â mine is a little more shaky right now than I care to admit. I respect you, and would otherwise value your council, and I donât want to keep you from having input here.
Yes, I am concerned that I have gone 5 for 5 in the loss column this week. Yes, I am concerned with the mistakes. And no, I am not happy over losing 54 points. But if I am to succeed, I must believe in my self, and in my method.
Right now I am under more pressure than I care to deal with. There are issues that I donât want to go into here that I must deal with. âOut of controlâ is strong language, and frankly, it hurts. You do not know me. You do not know my situation, nor my circumstances. Iâve lost more fucking money than youâll probably ever have â and Iâve got plenty left, thank you. Any issues concerning my being in or out of control are between me, myself, and my family. At this point in my life I do not need to spend half the night searching my soul over an off-hand comment made by a total stranger on some god-damn message board.
I will continue to trade my system as I see fit. I will do so because I know that it will work as I expect it to. And I will continue to post the results for all to see. Perhaps within the next few days you will reassess your opinion of who does or does not need to be informed that he is in control, or in need of a new âhobbyâ.