Hi neke,
read through well the start middle and end of your log and just wanted to say it's been a great read.
Totally happens to me, revenge trading, big risk taking, betting the whole house.
The emotional rollercoaster.
neke said:
The pain goes away with time, and then guess what -- when I have forgotten the pain that's when the next happens. I am unlikely to repeat this next week. I will try and steady the ship and automate while watching the pain reduce. Thursday afternoon/night was too sore for me.
Totally agree with this too. The next big loss comes when least expected. And then all the "hating" in your head comes.
Thanks for journalling and I sense the breaking through during middle of the year the slower wins but more steady returns. Able to deal with losses better.
I've yet to make my own breakthrough but it's great to read someone who has.
All the best for 2011 Neke. And yes. make those big bold targets. Because i quote the SAS(which not many people can handle;aka weaklings) "Who dares wins"
It's like people on the internet. so many of them, but who can become SAS.
and there was this terrible poster Pension_Admin. if he's a dad, he's the worst kind of dad. the one who when you make a mistake jumps all over you and slams and lambasts you. but when you do right he's blind. and he has faded away too. internet is full of these idiots.
but thank god you've been strong. somehow pulling through the dark ages in the cellar.
all the best 2011 neke!
i know this is my first post but i only just discovered this!