thanks for keeping up with the journal it made so far for an entertaining read, sorry for your recent losses BUT I think you deserve them. I honestly believe you made the best decision this past week, you prove very clearly that you dont have the emotional and mental mindset to be a successful discretionary trader and from my experience you may never become one either so I think going the automated route may be a way IF you are able to identify an edge.
Almost all the time when a trader cannot let go of doubling down it shows very clearly that this person lacks an essential skill necessary for trading, which is being consistently disciplined and risk averse. You are neither. Accept it and do the thing where you have an edge. You are gambling thats all you have been doing the past couple months.
Good luck, hope automating some trades works out for you.
Almost all the time when a trader cannot let go of doubling down it shows very clearly that this person lacks an essential skill necessary for trading, which is being consistently disciplined and risk averse. You are neither. Accept it and do the thing where you have an edge. You are gambling thats all you have been doing the past couple months.
Good luck, hope automating some trades works out for you.
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Weekly Update for week 6/50 ended 02/20/2010
D-E-P-R-E-S-S-I-N-G week, down 57K (20%).
No words to explain the disaster that happened. Began on Tuesday, with what was supposed to be 100 contracts of X FEB 50 PUT worth 16K that I initiated via a Trade-Trigger. Unfortunately, there were double executions (was in the process of modifying the trigger when it fired - didn't know and the replacement caused another execution): When I realized that, I was coming dangerously close to the max loss of 6K. Instead of closing it out, decided to double down with 100 X FEB 55 PUT (worth 98K) in a bid to break-even. That was not to be. Instead the stock kept moving against me, I exceeded the max loss, and nothing fired (realised that my program was unable to process the new option symbology format), and I lacked the will to close the losses. Finally closed it when it was unbearable, losing 17K in one, 18K in the other, and the stock position was closed out at the max loss of 6K. That defined the rest of the week as I couldn't get anything right. No gain worth mentioning.
There will be no manual trade entry anymore from now till end of March, as I seek to prevent this draw-down from becoming a blow-up. Only entries initiated by my automation, or triggers entered before 9:30am will be allowed. I shall program the system to automatically close out any manual entry initiated between 9:30 amd and 4:00pm. I shouldn't even login to my account except between 3:45pm and 4:00pm, just to check no unintended open position is being left overnight by the automation.
Looking forward to better times. This bleeding has to stop!
Code:Opening Balance: 286,952 Net loss for the week 56,661 ------------------------------------------------ Net Balance: 230,291 Number of Trades 18 Number of Profitable Trades 5 Since Inception of Thread 01/10/2010 - 02/20/2010 Opening Balance: 410,000 Net loss(Less Margin Interest) 179,709 (Down 44%) ------------------------------------------------ Net Balance 230,291 Number of Trades 301 Number of Profitable Trades 139 Top/Bottom Discretionary Trades for the week TICKER ENTRY DATE/TIME EXIT DATE/TIME QTY PURCHASE AMT SOLD AMT GAIN/LOSS TYPE X 2010-02-16-09-45-46 2010-02-16-10-40-20 5000 255496 249223 -6290 SHORT QHBFEB202010120.0PUT 2010-02-19-09-38-05 2010-02-19-11-04-09 5000 22915 15250 -7744 FSLR PUT XFEB20201055.0PUT 2010-02-16-10-03-06 2010-02-16-13-18-50 20000 98000 80950 -17325 X FEB 55 PUT XFEB20201050.0PUT 2010-02-16-09-35-36 2010-02-16-13-20-57 20000 31368 13400 -18249 X FEB 50 PUT
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