Quote from neke:
Lost 102K in stock and 14K in options.
Correction: That should be 102K in options and 14K in stock.
I have seen all the argument about leverage. I still believe my intended size is appropriate to my trading. That BIDU option trade was made with 50 contracts initially knowing the option is close to expiration. Had I stuck with that I should not be in as bad a situation as this. Even if I averaged but stuck to the averaging down rule I once posted not to exceed three entries and never more than 2 hrs from first entry (since refined to 2 entries within 1 hr of first entry), the pain would still be tolerable.
Leverage comes with drawdowns of which I am well aware, but it is when I ignore all my laid-down rules that is when the pain hits harder. It is clear I need to work on extricating myself emotionally from a trade, and let the rules be the rule.
It would be nice to have a broker with trading platform that enforces risk management rules beyond merely checking buying power or day-trade buying power before an entry is allowed. Ideally I as a user should be able to set my maximum per-trade loss at, say 6%, and the the trading platform at the point of initiation of position should check whether there is a probability of say 10% or more that could be hit intra-day on that position, and reject the order because the risk is above the parameters I chose. Any request to change the parameter (from 6% to say 10%) would take a number of days to be active (so I do not change it on emotion of the moment). I could develop a platform like that, but the bigger issue would be ability to override it (by going straight to the brokers interface), which is why I would like the rules to be bound to the account -- broker side. The summary of this ramble is that I am disappointed there are not enough options for risk-setting / automated risk-management on available broker platforms.