To say the character of the markets has changed is an understatement.. To say I haven't changed (as a daytrader) is an even bigger understatement.. This morning I was thinking after yesterday's big day I didn't really "feel" like trading (fear of giving back). Started doing the right thing avoiding the open, watch a couple of missed swings down to 73's and back up to 85's.. Took a TL break at 1782. At this point my thinking was to take 1778 and call it a day.. Shortly after (while watching EVERY 512tick move, I am out for 1/2. Why the thinking to take 1778?? We are quite oversold and "should" be bouncing soon, even after the early morning Prep indicating 1790 area is a defendable short area... I simple refused to accept anything as possible today.. like a sell-off back to yesterday's lows..
I spend 90 minuted clicking away, mostly bottom picking.. Finally I am short at 1756.75 to hold till close (probably not rational). I will strongly consider trading the 1600tick though it "seems" I need to "see" more... but the more I see the more I react..
The difference between yesterday and today?? Yesterday I didn't watch every tick.. the daily was clear.. The training we have received last few months hasn't helped the short cause.
Ultimately, know the enemy within or trading is futile.. A fail day on every level.
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