Well, I've been given a 2nd life by one of the last people I expected to want to help me stay in the business, my Dad. I started putting out resumes right away and actually have a 3rd shift job working at a company that makes metal casts. After I caved in and told my parents that I had stopped trading and the circumstances I got a lecture along the same lines that I got when I quit the business world to trade for a living. Ah, how times change. Anyway while I was in college working on the finance degree, and for a few years after while working, I'd throw out investments to my Dad that I was researching at the time. He took 4 of those and bought 100 shares each and is still holding them. Those 4 that I guess I was most vehement about were MSFT, CSCO, CAT, and WMT. He did say I talked him out of DELL because I said there was no way they could compete against the big guys, ooops. Anyway he said he would give me a a chance to restart if I wanted out of a portion of those profits. At first I said no I need to get away, but over the last week I've decided to take him up on the offer. I set conditions though. I told him I will show him my trades daily as often as possible and at least weekly and explain why, while going through them on a chart. There are a few others related to my trade plan, but for me one of the more important ones is he can turn off my trading if I start to jump off plan, and start experimenting in real time again. The account will have both our names on it so that he can actually close the account. Some of it seems severe to me even though they are my ideas, but I know I can trade, I just lose the needed discipline. Part of the new plan is to walk away during the day for at least an hour to help clear my head as in the past I think boredom during the day was one of my devils. My job allows for at least 3 days off during the week where I can trade all day where I think I may have problems, otherwise it will be the 1st hour or two only, then time to sleep. Sorry for the ramble, but I may try a journal again, strictly daytrading futures for now and I'd thought I'd give a background on why I'm here again. And thanks to my Dad, I haven' always followed the best path, but I will figure it out.
On this Veterans Day, thank you to all who have served and preserved this country and others around the world!