And you seem to have a tendency to dramatize things. "Sadly" ... "anthropomorphizing"... My take on it: Let's approach things with a playful attitude and relax a little in life.
Matthew 18:2 He called a little child to him, and placed the child among them. 3 And he said: “Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.
Matthew 18:2 He called a little child to him, and placed the child among them. 3 And he said: “Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.
In fact, I would like nothing more than to be able to simply chill out and have fun like a kid again. Have a good weekend!