hi all..
this is my first thread n m not yet acquainted with the site but i'll b highly obliged if i get some responses..
So here goes...
I've been trading for a prop firm for the past 2 yrs n 2 months and as expected i've been through a rough ride...
Though in this short journey of discovering myself as a trader i did make a bit of money... i was the talk of my entire firm n had consistently made money from aug'o7 to jun'08 (with my fair share of slumps in between)
but recently i m just not making money as in i m constantly taking losses...
I've started doubting myself as a trader because i m making quite a few mistakes regularly...
I mean i know we need to keep our stop loss intact and i cannot fidget with that one Golden Rule but something just goes buzzz or blank inside me when i m unable to hit my stoploss the first time... If i dont hit it the first time i normally book my loss only when its too late.
I m primarily an intra day trader but my strategy gives me high profits and high losses...
but i would be much much better off without those big losses...
I know its lack of discipline and believe me i want ti change it I hate myself for being weak but i still just keep repeating it...
Now I've come to a point whr my survival in the firm is at stake...
Any advice is most welcome...
this is my first thread n m not yet acquainted with the site but i'll b highly obliged if i get some responses..
So here goes...
I've been trading for a prop firm for the past 2 yrs n 2 months and as expected i've been through a rough ride...
Though in this short journey of discovering myself as a trader i did make a bit of money... i was the talk of my entire firm n had consistently made money from aug'o7 to jun'08 (with my fair share of slumps in between)
but recently i m just not making money as in i m constantly taking losses...
I've started doubting myself as a trader because i m making quite a few mistakes regularly...
I mean i know we need to keep our stop loss intact and i cannot fidget with that one Golden Rule but something just goes buzzz or blank inside me when i m unable to hit my stoploss the first time... If i dont hit it the first time i normally book my loss only when its too late.
I m primarily an intra day trader but my strategy gives me high profits and high losses...
but i would be much much better off without those big losses...
I know its lack of discipline and believe me i want ti change it I hate myself for being weak but i still just keep repeating it...
Now I've come to a point whr my survival in the firm is at stake...
Any advice is most welcome...