Thanks to everyone for the info and advice and here are some specific answers:
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bespoke:
Systems have been tested for 10 years
I have a very low capital (always had, even when I started), and over 20 so so systems (only 60% wins)
Thanks, good luck to you, too. Yes, I meant two or three systems across 9 different instruments. Actually they are in total over 20, but I had to simplify the description of everything.
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chvid:
Thanks for the advice. I understand.
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trackstar:
I think you are the closest one to understanding what's been happening to my systems.
I think there must be something good about them, but I do overleverage for sure, and on top of that mistake I also do very bad discretionary trading outside the systems (hopefully I will stop, but it's almost an addiction). Here's the whole story.
I began last March, and took 4k to 23k in just 3 months. Then lost half of it in a couple of weeks (just like it happened recently, again and just as quickly). Then I did some discretionary trading and the remaining 13k. Then I tried again, months later, as i said above with a loan, and I tripled the capital in one month, but then pretty much lost it all, some due to some discretionary trading and this time, much more, due to my systems failing. Except this time it was the other way around - first I lost half of my capital with discreationary trading, then quit that altogether, became disciplined but lost the rest of it because of my system (which did poorly because of low capital). Now I am a bit desperate, but I'll get through it once again (I've been trying for 10 years already).
I have the stomach for it to answer your question. Maybe my problem is the irregularity of gains. It makes you feel like money is easy at one time, you treat it like dirt, but then there's other moments that make you regret not saving that money that seemed so easy. When I tripled my money in a month, going from 8k to 26k, I'd never imagine that I could ever possibly get back to 4k within another month. So, as I said, I paid the loan back, and even traded discretionary, which made me lose money and I deeply regret it now. It's just that it's so irregular that it makes you overconfident.
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andrewbee:
Got it. Sounds very reasonable, and I've been going in that direction already.
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kotika:
Yeah, you understood what happened to me correctly. Now I will celebrate, but may have to ask for another loan, unless I can make that 3k grow (yet now it's only 2100).
Thanks for the advice. I understand that I may be overleveraging, even though with IB margins it is indeed possible to trade a few systems (some of the futures have intraday margins as low as 1500 dollars) with little capital. Then of course like it happened to me, you can also go from 13k to 3k in 2 weeks.