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Originally posted by tom_p
During my earlier young and foolish days, I travelled the globe looking for opportunities to legitimately exploit weaknesses in the gaming industry. This ranged from counting cards to finding positive expectation games due to promotions or erroneous payout schedules. I had a backer and when I was on the job, I followed all the "rules" to a tee and was quite successful. Privately, playing for myself, I would break every rule in the book whether it was bet sizing, steaming, playing in unfavorable games etc. and generally would lose. If, for example, my backer decided that I should leave the table after losing $X, then that is what I would do without any thinking or effort. Easy as pie. And he wasn't even on the premises. When my money was on the line, sometimes you would have needed wild horses to drag me away from the table. The simple yet powerful effect of true accountability (as opposed to artificially set up accountability) was already then evident to me.
rs7 hit it on the head.
Here are my thoughts on accountability in the trading arena...
I feel that accountability is a must on performance level BUT for me there is no greater enemy than that of my left brain. While in the frey of action the worst possible thing for me to do would be to "think" on a rational level about what I am doing. God forbid I ever said to myself "oh how am I going to explain this one?" I would not be 10% of the trader I am if I was playing the game as 2 people, one half sitting over the other to condone, to condemn, etc...
BUT like I said accountability for me is a must! On a performance level I am very critical of my performance, not overly, but enough. If I do not stay fluid enough, if i am forcing, not staying committed to letting winners run, etc, etc. But this critical assesment is left for after hours when I am writing my journal...and never do I think of these things while playing
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