Well a lot has transpired since I last made an entry into this thread.
Seems like I was unable to follow my own advice.
I tried trading my own money. For one month. It did not work.
I found a flaw in my premise. While I still think that my "accountability" approach is valid, I failed to take some things into account when I entered a "partnership" in which to trade my own funds with the leverage of a "prop firm".
One fatal mistake was putting myself at the mercy of the risk parameters of the firm.
I found two major faults in my arrangement. First I came from an environment in which large numbers of dollars were common in my daily P&L swings. This was not possible in the new arrangement. It took me only one or two negative days to delete my portion of the equity I started with.
The second fault was having to play by the rules of whoever managed "risk" at the firm. They had a maximum dollar a day loss amount, which is fine, but forced me to get flat when I hit that dollar amount. Prior to this, where I traded previously, if I were down a certain number of dollars (unrealized) I had to start booking loses, or at least not let them get worse. But here, I had to book them all. So naturally, what happened was I got out at the worst possible moment of the day. Several times.
And since I could not open new positions, I could not trade my way out of a bad day. In the past, if I was holding bad positions, I could get on the other side of the positions I was in (ie: if I was long, I could put on shorts or vice versa). This way, I could actively manage the account and go with what was working, and lighten up on what was not. I was comfortable with the knowledge that I could trade out of anything. With this last situation, I was just done for the day.
Today was a perfect example. I had only 4 positions, which I had over the weekend. 4 longs. The market opened weakly, and I was forced to close out the positions at the low of the day. Naturally, 4 out of 4 positions went positive after I booked the loses. Had I been able to hedge them, I may have still lost, but certainly not as much as I did. In all likelyhood, I would have actually added to them when I had to get out. Why? Because they were all showing relative strength compared to the market.
So now, sadly, I am done trading at that place. I thought they were interested in having an experience trader. But all they really were interested in was a customer. I should have known better!!
Anyone know of any real firms hiring real FIRM traders? This "partnership" thing does not work for me.
Peace to all,
RS7