don't feel bad, same thing happened to me. I increased size just before incorrectly assuming the qe3 move (I thought it was already priced in.)Quote from gmst:
Too many responses so its hard to reply individually. Basically, I moved to a larger account after trading a very small account and I got hit before I could settle myself.
I normally trade ES and FX. My biggest single trade loss came post AAPL earnings release. I miscalculated leverage on NQ without using a spreadsheet and market moved real quick. Lost 25% of my account within 2-3 minutes. I was already down 10% over the last 2 days from other trades. My risk per trade is 3% to 6%, depending upon the setup.
This kind of thing would never have happened in an institution. Because one spends first couple of weeks setting up to trade in an institution. However, working alone led me to start trading before I was completely setup - on monitors, spreadsheet, allowed products to trade etc. etc.
It is my guess that posting on ES Journal has been detrimental to my trading.
20% loss in less than ten minutes
the good thing is, I built the account up to where it was large enough to increase size
and since that disaster I have built it back up to about where it was
I don't stray very far from what got me here, but no doubt about it, I have hit some very hard bumps in the road. I aint loyal to my positions, but I am very loyal to my techniques.
Almost nothing you can think of when you are of sound mind and body can wipe you out if you just stick with it consistently.
The road to ruin is when you keep abandoning a strategy at the depths of drawdown and piick a new good looker (at a reduced account size.)
