I didn't lose that much money, like $6k total. Then I stopped trading for awhile to deal with personal issues and to quit losing money. I didn't blowup my account. Had bad relationships, got depressed, didn't trade, spent savings, then spent the rest of trading account money. Then got a job. Pretty psychotic.
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Well, during that extended time period I improved your contract term twice and begged you to meet with me every week and work through the trading issues together. You promised to. And you scheduled one meeting with me - which I recorded. I kept sending you meeting notes from other clients and group meeting notes and more reference materials for some time after that - but I never received a response or acknowledgement in return from you. Patrick, I tried everything I could to connect with you over a very extended period of time. I could have just said " well, your six months is up, pack sand". I did have a great deal of empathy for you. Then you fall off the face of the earth and I don't hear anything from you for a very long time. Then, one day out of the blue, you email me telling me that you had spent all your money and that you were on hard times, and that you wanted me to refund your fee - which I refused to do.
Now, five years later, you are complaining about "flashbacks" and you feel short-changed. Have things evolved with the training as markets evolve ? Yes. Have more materials been developed, the indicator package built out further and more webinars recorded ? Oh hell yes. And yesterday I offered it all to you gratis, and you refused. Gigabytes of materials that current clients are paying $3K more for than you did.
Hell, there are trolls who are PM'ing the clients who spoke out at the beginning of this thread asking if the client would secretly sell them the materials and teach them for a couple thousand dollars.
No, it wasn't wrong of you to trade energy because you knew, after all, that I was and am good at it. I get that. What WAS wrong, however, was for you to ignore my strong advice NOT to start live trading until you had completed your instruction and worked with me long enough to develop those skill sets.
Quite honestly, I'm impressed that you were trading crack spreads and only lost $6K.