I guess the effects of the "psychology/spirituality" work is being beneficial also in non-trading life.
Quiet a lot of dilemma to go through : it is quiet amazing for me to realize actually how much power I actually have. And I guess in trading, this fear of doing well also contained this aspect. I am really glad, and I realise how lucky I have been to have a
great mother in a certain way and great aunts as well. Not "sparing the rod" was may be necessary for certain type of upbringing. When I remember hating the weekly parents signatures, as on the head of the page was always written
"spare the rod, spoil the child".
I have actually spending a LOT of time weighting things.
I can actually send people to jail, just one signature and some people lives will change forever for the worst. Or I can decide to jeopardize potential victims future.
Now we have all the info regarding the last few years "tribulations", just one signature and some people lives will change forever for the worst, having all their actions with their names/ways to identify them attached to it. Or for some sent to some really "serious" organizations who "don't joke". Or I can wait till it is no longer for me to make the decision - aka they just go ahead as my authorization is not needed.
I can actually follow plan the trader this month to the letter, and from next week even, decide if I want to keep the profits or if I want to destroy them., and not automatically as an autopilot go to destroy the profits in a systematic and efficient manner.
So I have passed as the coach said from a situation of "weakness" to one of real power,
and now I understand why he chooses who he coaches extremely carefully, and why he first looks at the core moral values of the person.
Time to enjoy the last week here, before hitting the road again as a "travelling trader".
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Walking around the streets here, I simply can not help thinking how lucky we
are to have enlightened people who had the vision to see that a castle was
best used for the benefits of all, why cronysm is not something we want
in our nation. I now understand why we are the example, and why - I now understand-
we need to protect the "rebellous", the whistleblowers amongst us. Thanks for explaining!